Teeni Blog is closed for the holidays.

Probably.

This is not a second post for today.

I can't say I'm of the sort that doesn't ask for a lot. In fact, sometimes I want too much and I set my expectations for life, luck and others too high. But for this once I just want something which I can't verbalize concisely. I want to sense peace. I want to be held and hear that everything is going to be okay. I want this feeling to be over. I've conquered far too many cries in the past 7 days and as I'm growing more and more weary, I'm becoming aware that I want to stop warring with how I feel inside.

Sometime soon.

And I thought it couldn't get any worse.

Top 5 worst things that happened last week.

5. Layoffs on Monday (Im safe though).
4. Car battery died last week and again this morning. I had to get a jump to move the car for street cleaning.
3. I got pink-eye. This is one step above having lice.
2. Debuting at number two.....Grandmother dies.
1. Mom has cancer....again.

I need a vacation from my emotions.

The feeling for today:

Utterly saddened.