This is not a second post for today.

I can't say I'm of the sort that doesn't ask for a lot. In fact, sometimes I want too much and I set my expectations for life, luck and others too high. But for this once I just want something which I can't verbalize concisely. I want to sense peace. I want to be held and hear that everything is going to be okay. I want this feeling to be over. I've conquered far too many cries in the past 7 days and as I'm growing more and more weary, I'm becoming aware that I want to stop warring with how I feel inside.

Sometime soon.